I absolutely hate losing my things.

 
I try to be organized and neat, but in the hustle and bustle go college at times things fall to the way side. Where is my blue Marble notebook? It is imperative that I find it. In it has the date of English Final, small but significant notes of what we did in class, like where to properly place a conjunction and the book Leslie recommend. Okay, so it isn’t diar. I have lost things which were much more valuable, but like I said I HATE losing my things. Maybe it stems from control issues, maybe I am anal retentive or just don’t like losing my things. Looking for something is painful also and such a waste of time. It is so annoying to search and search and come up empty handed. The frustration is AHHHHHH!!! I even prayed to St. Anthony. I believe he helps you find lost things, he has in the past. I pray he would help me today. I don’t know why its bothering me so much. I am losing my composure. I just need to have faith. Everything happens for a reason.  Sometimes you just have to let it go, and not worry that you’ll never get what you’ve lost. That’s just the way it is.I guess as a knight in training, I should just cry out, "Jesus, I trust in you" and thats exactly what I will do. Saying it means, letting go completely, not letting your human emotions of fear and control hold you back. It is so hard to follow through with those words, but I will or at least I want to. I want to trust, but trust means I am no longer in control.

Seeking a Lost Article:

Dear St. Anthony, you are the patron of the poor and the helper of all who seek lost articles. Help me to find the object I have lost so that I will be able to make better use of the time that I will gain for God’s greater honor and glory. Grant your gracious aid to all people who seek what they have lost—especially those who seek to regain God’s grace. Amen.

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Tony, Tony come around, something is lost and needs to be found. Amen